Need motivation for soccer team?

Okay so I’m kinda on a soocer house league team.
It’s indoor.and I generally suck at sports, that’s why my gym mark is low. But here, it’s like I have to be participating, yet I can’t run for the ball, I dunno..

My self confidence is not peaky at sports or such and stuff.

And apparently I was playing midfield but I didn’t know what to do. I just tried to get out of everyone’s way.

And the coach was yelling at me to go to my side..and I couldn’t see because of my glasses( ddi’nt have them)

And after, my borther is on the same team as me ..the coach said to him..why is your sister here? why’d she sign up?

So I’m kinda scared..I already screwed up the first day.

Don’t panic. Haha. Just relax. Have fun. Trust me.

All you need to do is just stop thinking so much and just go out there and have fun.